I really want to tell you :

I want you to tell me, not because i asked you.

Tuesday 01.07.08 was your first day working, after work you had dinner with her and her sis and bro. How did i know? I asked you. And last night i did think you will going out with her, and i am right. For some sms, you always said you sent and i always said i didn't receive and mostly is when you're going out with her.

Wednesday 02.07.08, tonight you will go to movie ( hulk ) with her and friend.

Do you know i always feel sad when you going out with her? Though you both keep saying you're only best friend and i do believe you were only best friend for one and another reason, but it is not as simple as best friend. I know you going out not only with her but always together with other for lunch, for dinner, for movies, for anything in your daily life activities, but she is always there. We keep talking about this over and over and you never understand what i mean. You said i always focus on her while you going out with other also.

We argued about her on friday 27.06.08 and i still send you money on saturday 28.06.08. You know what? If only you had ended everything with me on friday, i will still send you money on saturday cause you need it. Now you can use the money for having a better dinner and watch movies with friends. I remember you told me, because she had credit card which is offer 50% discount on movie ticket for every wednesday and another friend can get free movie ticket on saturday. I remember that, i didn't mean it as you use the money i transferred to you for fun. You promised will return the money, so it's not that i gave you money. Everything is very clear with me, nothing hidden, nothing will cause misunderstanding, so you don't please worry.

Sincerely i want you to be happy, have success and have the best in your life, i will help you as much as i can.

That is what i want to tell you.