I really want to tell you :

I work till late almost for the last 2 weeks, i feel so tired. Today you went out to one of the cafe to enjoy free wifi. You didn't tell me who you are with. When i sms asking what are you doing? you just said they're on movie while you still download something. I not feel want to ask, if that is all you can tell me, then ok. First, you just said you're going to cafe, i don't know whether you had appointment with them or they sms and join you there. You don't like to tell by yourself clearly. I told you today my eyes was hurt coz i cried last night, but i didn't tell you why. Maybe one day i will tell you why, now i only want you to focus on your job and i don't want to give you more trouble with what i felt. Sometimes when i told you my feeling, it will turn to be a bad day to you, i dont want that happen, i want you happy.

Don't know what time you're home, don't know what are you doing after home. I want to know but i don't want to ask, if i keep asking, i feel like i interfere too much on you, but i want to know because i think telling is sharing, and i feel close when i know where you are and what are you doing. Not every minutes i want to know what are you doing, but just inform generally. Me are different, any single things i did, i want to tell you, you're the only person on my mind to tell, but i try not to do so again. Do you know i always feel like loosing you when no news from you? But i told my self, don't send sms asking this and that, give him freedom, he will tell you if he want to.

The other day you said will call me at night, but you didn't. Maybe you're busy.

This is what i want to tell you today.