I really want to tell you :

18.0.15.1.4.2.14.3.5.4.25
12.5.5.6.1.7.14.8.4.9.18.10.5.11.23
10.12.15.13.8.14.14.15.19.16.15.17.14

I want you to tell by yourself, not tell because i asked.

Friday 27.06.08, you went to your new office and talked with them, but you didn't tell me what are you talking about and what is the result. You went with her, maybe you told her so nothing more to tell me.

Saturday 28.06.08, you said you will send me email on sunday morning about picture you want to show me. You said picture that no one ever see. But till today, there's no email from you, maybe you forget.

Sunday 29.06.08, you went out with her to Ancol festival. You sms me said 'a lot to tell you later!'. But i don't know when is 'later'. It can be later, it can be never told. I get used to it you did it to me. Maybe you busy.

Monday 30.06.08, you said you went to take money i transferred to you and you went to embassy for your passport and you went to bank-in the money. After that no more news from you. I was guessing, maybe you are with her. But you said i always accused you. So i sms asking where are you? you said you are at cafe updated software with free wifi, and yes you are with her. You said you sms me after from bank, but i didn't receive any sms, and seem it become very common, you said you sent but i didn't receive any. I should stop myself asking anything about you, i will try. My heart hurt today and i cry. I'm sorry disturb your day.
Tomorrow is your first day working, i just want to comfort you saying all will be fine, eventhough i know you didn't need it at all. Anyway you have her by yourside, that is the most important thing. I told you i want you to be success and get the best in your life. I mean it eventhough i'm not in it.

That's all i want to tell you, without you asking me.