I really want to tell you :

I chat with you today, bad chat. Your logic and my logic is different. Your 'make sense' and my 'make sense' is different. Your understanding and my understanding is different. What is left? How to communicate? You said she had a boyfriend but her boyfriend don't like to go to movie, her boyfriend hate her blog, her boyfriend don't want to be mentioned on blog, her boyfriend don't like to hang out with you all. You said you wish i can find a boyfriend who can do all i wish. I told you i wish i was dead, so no need for someone to do all my wish.

Tomorrow is your birthday. 'Happy Birthday' to you....
I'm not good for you.


This is what i want to tell you today.