I really want to tell you today :

I didn't write for a time. My heart on 'recovery' stage. Not easy, really not easy.

I had change, to a better person i guess, but sometimes i still can't control my tears, when i feel sad i just cry easily.

I feel like no more point talking about the same thing again and again. I changed myself a lot and i didn't tell, my changed is good for you. I endure many thing that you didn't know, i endure many thing that i don't understand, but i dont want to ask you because i know it will turn bad.

Today i sms you very very rude, i know that. I'm very tired.


This is what i want to tell you today.